TO BE BRAVE

There are so many ways to be brave in this world. Sometimes bravery involves laying down your life for something bigger than yourself, or for someone else. Sometimes it involves giving up everything you have ever known, or everyone you have ever loved, for the sake of something greater.

···But sometimes it doesn't···

Sometimes it is nothing more than gritting your teeth through pain, and the work of every day, the slow walk toward a better life. 

That is the sort of bravery I must have now.

Veronica Roth

I have been doing several bravery acts in my life (I think), i.e. ; I fell in the river and had been dragged by flood for almost 1 km on my fifth birthday, or struggling with myself when I took a solo climbing on a mountain faced bad weather and had a feeling so lonely which was almost made me turned around and gave up, or get lost in the mountain for severeal days and kept trying to get the right path, or walked and creeped in the dark on the cave down on the earth without knowing where it end, or headed the storm on the sea, or fighting with 5 men in armed, got bruises and wounded··· But actually there weren't my bravest act that I ever did····

For me, my bravest act was when I tried to collect my strenght, my will, and composed sentences, word by word for almost a whole day without sleeping and than said its so clear in a morning, to propose You on the 14th August, a long time ago, with a little hope and a little faith, and wasn't sure that You would said "yes, I do"··· In beyond my expectation, You answered "yes, I do", and the craziest thing was, You said, it's Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombing's day··· The day that changed my life to be better····

Dari dulu mah nyalinya selalu cetek kalau sdh urusannya perasaan dg wanita, lbh milih berantem dijalanan or mblusukan smp batas limit diri, dari pada ngungkapin perasaan ke wanita secara langsung····

Jogja, 03 Januari 2014

#efek bengong nunggu ujan nggak henti-henti sesiangan di depan Gua, dan Nangkring Nunggu Sunset di Pantai